User:NULLeffect

System names: Asterism, Fate-Bounds, NULL

Collective pronouns: They/them plural form

System Origins: Neurotraumagenic, Phobiogenic???

System type and functions: OSDD-1b, Multiple, Polyconscious, Blurian, Adaptive and spontaneous headmates

System Count: 23

Extranth-heavy (Do not use the terms alterhuman or otherkin to describe us), A good balance of introjects and sourceless members ig lol

Systemwide symptoms: Specific phobia that i wont share for our safety, that has given me (the host) a lot of trauma, and has significantly changed my life in many ways. I started developing these symptoms around the same time i started experiencing dissociation. In July 2021 i figured out that the person i was dissociating with (Claude) was a real headmate and that he was right there beside me, i was scared i was turning into him but he was just another guy entirely lol

Host: Birby

That's me, I discovered my plurality around mid 2021, so we've been aware about it for over a year now, I cant believe I'm about to turn 15 lol. I'm a furry and i draw a lot and make a lot of characters, that's why you see "insourced fictive" a lot. I've struggled with suicidal thoughts since i was around 8-9, and i have undiagnosed issues with anxiety and depression. i plan to get diagnosed for specific phobia, osdd-1b, anxiety and depression as well as anything else when the body is a legal adult.

Co-host: Claude

He has a major vocal difference from the body that is immediately noticeable. He wont actually talk to you unless he really trusts you already, otherwise it can be physically difficult for him to speak and he might be unable to talk entirely. He doesn't like swearing and he very rarely swears, so if you swear a lot he might get uncomfortable. His symptoms are a bit worse than mine but he is exposed less, so he's usually better about it than I am. He experiences much more dysphoria than the rest of us, and he fantasizes about buying men's clothes often smh /lh. He is very sensitive to temperature, pain, lights, noise and is self-conscious about his voice. Be patient and understanding with him or i will eat you alive /hj